TO
THE ONE OF WHOM I DREAM
I'm
hesitant to write the words, that express the way I feel
And
it may be inappropriate, though my feelings are for real
And
so I put it of dear one, inside I keep them pent
So
that no one ever will suspect, or even have a hint
That
many nights I've dreamed of you, then woke up in a sweat
I
should ask for your forgiveness for my carnal thoughts, and yet
My
curiosity lingers, about how it would be
And
I know I can't blame anyone, for how you've affected me
Don't
think me lewd or vulgar, please, don't think any less of me
I'm
just a man, no more, no less, you affect me thus, you see
And
it isn't just a physical, attraction that I have
Contrary
to what you're thinking now, that's actually only half
It's
spiritual and it's mental, it's ridiculous yet sublime
And
any way you put it, you remain here on my mind
Please
forgive me for my boldness, these assertions that I make
I'm
only saying how I feel, my emotions I can't fake
I
don't know how you'll take these words I've written on this page
But
holding back I just can't do,
it's grown beyond that stage
If
I've hurt or harmed our friendship, I willing to accept
What
ere the consequence may be, I speak with no regret
For
these words flow from within me, like a clear fresh water stream
Thus
I write with purpose boldly, to the one
Of
whom I dream